If You Love SomEOne Let ThEm Go....

Dear MR R,

It's been 5 months since you gone.I know deep in my heart i still need you in my life.But,then i realised it's not fair for you.Coz i didn't let you know the truth.I'm a coward and  i admit it and sorry i can't tell you the truth face to face.Listen,in form 5 we are in the same class.You are so clever and being you is actually quiet hard huh?I know that. MR R lately i'm so sad because finally i can forget you. It's seem like i really really dun need you anymore.I use to write everything about you in my diary but now it's empty and your name is not written there also. :( Hrmmmm i miss your voice and face,i wanna meet you! You are so cruel you took my heart and refuse to give it to me back! Why did you do that. But,it's okay i'm 18 now and big girl dun cry....

MR R,when you're gettin married one day dun forget to give me the invitation card okay?Hahaaahah you have to invite me no matter what! I pray hard to ALLAH so that you will get a better person to be your wife and mommy for your kids....I'm jealous of course but i have to let you go because I love you so much and i'm afraid my love to ALLAH is not as much as i love you :) MR R  you are a nice guy and good looking too,but please dun hurt me by doing something stupid....I will meet you again someday,and i will not forget you until i die because you are my first love ^_^

I talk too much huh? Because i'm a talkative girl....Did you remember that day,i give you a tissue and you took it and stare at me and say thank you.Do you know i can't sleep that night! LOL it seems like Jaejoong had say thank you to me and stare me! You are so amazing! That day also i feel like i'm gonna keep that tissue and wanna say I LOVE YOU face to face....-BLUSHING-You make me misreable! Auhhhhhhhh anyway thanks for making me happy all the time by watching you everyday and makin me laugh when you are sitting alone  and talking to the tree ....... (GILE KE?)

Finally,good luck MR R and have a nice day.....You know what when you love someone so much,you have to let them go.........

dun forget my name okay? ^___^ i love you MR R

TAK SUKA PUN =-=''

Dear Strangers,

1.tak payah lah jeling-jeling kite,kite malu bile nengok kamu macam tu.....

2.tak payah lah nak buat kite blushing....kamu suke tenung kite bile kite tengah cakap

3.kamu tau tak sebab kamu,kite dh lupakan jaejoong buat 0.5 saat!

4.sebab kamu kite pergi beli biskut teddy bear tuh! walaupun kite dah lama tak makan biskut tu tapi kamu ingatkan kite balik zaman kite kecik cecotet

5. kamu suke baca komik erk? lepas tuh gelak sorang-sorang?kamu tau tak kamu chumel sangat bile buat macam tu...

6.kite tak suke kamu tapi just dah jatuh hati kat kamu...

7. bagi lah balik hati kita,kita tak nak bagi kat kamu...

8. tak payah lah nak buat muka handsome setiap kali kite lalu sebelah kamu!

9.kamu selalu kata kite nie chumel kalau tak pakai spec,kite rabun lah nanti tk nampak kamu!

10. kite nak cakap yang kamu chumel sangat-sangat hehehehehhee(sikit jewp tapi kite chumel lebey)

kamu suke lagu nieh kan nah ambeklah kita bagi kamu....

YOU'RE SO CUTE ^_^

귀여운 넌 (Gwiyeoun Neon/ You're Cute)
- After School (Kim Jung Ah) -
Pasta OST Part 2

나만을 사랑해 달라면서
namaneul saranghae dallamyeonseo
내손을 지그시 깨무는너
naesoneul jigeusi kkaemuneunneo
그표정이 너무 사랑스러워
geupyojeongi neomu sarangseureowo

물가에 내논 어린애라며
mulgae naenon eorinaeramyeo
자기 아님 난 안된다면서
jagi anim nan andoendamyeonseo
그렇게 나를 안아주던너
geureoke nareul anajudeonneo

하지만 사랑이 식었다며
hajiman sarangi sigeotdamyeo
더이상 보고싶지 않다며
deoisang bogosipji antamyeo
하루종일 나를 못살게 해도
harujongil nareul mossalge haedo

보고싶었단 내 한마디에
bogosipeotdan nae hanmadie
미안해 눈도 못맞추는
mianhae nundo motmatchuneun
미워도 미워할수 없는
miwodo miwohalsu eomneun
니가 너무 귀여워
niga neomu gwiyeowo

난 그냥 너만을 사랑해 이런 내맘 멈출수가 없어서
nan geunyang neomaneul saranghae ireon naemam meomchulsuga eobseoseo
조금만 이순간을 잡아보고 싶어서
jogeumman isunganeul jababogo sipeoseo
오늘밤에도 난 니가 너무 사랑스러워 정말
oneulbamedo nan niga neomu sarangseureowo jeongmal
잠들수가 없는 바보죠
jamdeulsuga eomneun babojyo

날위해 요리를 해준다며
narwihae yorireul haejundamyeo
좋아하는 요리가 뭐냐며
johahaneun yoriga mwonyamyeo
하루종일 나를 귀찮게 해도
harujongil nareul gwichanke haedo

정말 맛있단 내한마디에
jeongmal masitdan naehanmadie
다시 듣고 싶다며 웃는
dasi deutgo sipdamyeo utneun
미워도 미워할수 없는
miwodo miwohalsu eomneun
니가 너무 귀여워
niga neomu gwiyeowo

난 그냥 너만을 사랑해 이런 내맘 멈출수가 없어서
nan geunyang neomaneul saranghae ireon naemam meomchulsuga eobseoseo
조금만 이순간을 잡아보고 싶어서
jogeumman isunganeul jababogo sipeoseo
오늘밤에도 난 니가 너무 사랑스러워 정말
oneulbamedo nan niga neomu sarangseureowo jeongmal
잠들수가 없는 바보죠
jamdeulsuga eomneun babojyo

사랑한다는 말한마디 내마음을 들킬까
saranghandaneun malhanmadi naemaeumeul deulkilkka
바보같이 난 화만내고 그랬죠 내가 그랬죠
babogachi nan hwamannaego geuraetjyo naega geuraetjyo
그대라는 사람 어깨에 언제까지 기대고 싶은
geudaeraneun saram eokkaee eonjekkaji gidaego sipeun
내마음에 단 한사람 그대라는걸
naemaeume dan hansaram geudaeraneungeol

난 그냥 너만을 난 그냥너만을
nan geunyang neomaneul nan geunyangneomaneul

사랑해 이런 내맘 멈출수가 없어서
saranghae ireon naemam meomchulsuga eobseoseo
조금만 이순간을 잡아보고 싶어서
jogeumman isunganeul jababogo sipeoseo
오늘밤에도 난 니가 너무 사랑스러워 정말
oneulbamedo nan niga neomu sarangseureowo jeongmal
잠들수가 없는 바보죠
jamdeulsuga eomneun babojyo








sedap giler lagu nieh jom nyanyi ramai2 jom-jom.....eh eh owg cute jewp bole nyanyi hihihihi

Mommy says I'm special ^_^

(1)-mommy says i'm pretty without make up so i dun wear make up because mommy says i'm pretty even without it ^____^

(2)-mommy says i'm special because only mommy can understand me...^_^

(3)-mommy says that i dun need a special boyfriend since they can't understand my feelings and won't make me happy but mommy can make me happy just in 2 minutes ^_^

(4)- mommy says i can't leave her,we both need each other so that's why i stays with my mommy even if one day when i'm gettin old and can't speak properly still i will stay with my mommy

(5)-mommy says i'm so sensitif and my heart are so fragile..She said only her can make me calm..

(6)-mommy says i'm her daughter no matter what,even if one day i can't walk,talk and even see.....SHE IS MY MOMMY!

i dun really care whatever people talks  about me...As long as i have my mommy ^___^

WHEN I SAY I LOVE YOU....

Halo semua tawan-tawan! Hye long time no see how's life? Well as for me exam week is killin me softly everyday i have to read books and can't even sleep properly when i think about on how am i gonna answer all that questions...... Hello,i'm not lazy but just a bit MALAS.....Hahaha okay i think you should laugh rite now....

This is not a sad story and asking you to make sekupang face....This time, i'm gonna tell you when i say i love you to someone i really mean it and  i truly do...For your information i'm not a kind of person who can say ILY simply to people..... 

I LOVE YOU JAEJOONG! Okay,jaejoong is a korean singer,actor and model....I really LOVE him,thissssssssss muchhhhhhhh.....Because his voice is so stunning and always make me smiles.....Well if you don't trust me you better check it on youtube....My friends keep asking me..... "Hey why lah you in love with him...." "Bukan bole dapat punnnnn?"   "Hey you why lah so sebukkk!" Hahaha they keep asking me what is so special about HIM?!

Mind your own business lah kawan..When i was in form 3 i started to like HIM....At first i was like okay he is handsome and cute nothing special but when i'm listening to his voice..........JAWDROPPPP oh my so sedap macam mee sedap AWESOME! So,from that moment JAEJOONG is always in my heart....Until NOW!

Maybe i will always love HIM until i'm old until i already have grandchildren! Yuhuuuu grandma is singing jaejoong's song! Hahahahaha 

Well jaejoong i know you won't read this MUSTAHIL but i wanna you to know that i really really really love you!!!! 

THIS IS MY FAV SONG....JAEJOONG SAID WHEN HE SINGS HE SINGS FROM HIS HEART

DEAR, OCTOBER

Hey guys,how are you? Hello october,you won't hurt me right because i love you! Well i'm gonna talk about october....I just love october because october is a special month for me...It's my birthday....I don't wanna grow up! I miss my friends my true friends......I miss my grandma,she left me without saying anything...I miss my teachers who  gave me so many things.....Hrmmm time is being cruel towards me,lately....This october is the new beginning for me...Hey, i already can forget MR R alhamdulilah but i will always remember him,he is my first love ^^.... But then i realised i have to do something,i wanna change myself to be a better person insyallah.....

I gonna be a better person,i gonna be strong as strong as the rocks and keep faith....Life was so hard.Yes,you can't deny it.But i know ALLAH is always there for me....October is quiet interesting ..On this month i get so many chances to smiles brightly again...Thanks october for treating me well enough..Well i have to admit it i'm tired of life sometimes because people make me upset all the time....But i will show all of them on this sweet october i'm the best instead of cry like a fool....

For my haters thanks for all you've done i know you can't even smile when you saw me walking happily and won't get hurt even if you tried so hard to make me cry! I won't show it in front of you NEVER!For my true friends thanks for being there when i need you the most! If you hate me the just say it, i hate liars!

Finally october i gonna miss you so soon! Keep smiling guys coz someone loves you....

BRPPPPPPPPPPP maybe it's coca-cola ^^

hey selamat sejahtera semua! Ok dah bosan asyik asyik asyik asyik asyiknya bercinta dalam dunia.....Ermmm ok sebenarnya nk cakap asyik2 cakap bahasa inggeris.Kenapa tak guna bahasa LINGUA FRANCA?Bahasa Melayu?Ok nak guna lah nieh....Hari nieh kite nak kongsi satu benda yang istimewa.....Nampak tak gambar jat atas tuh? COCA-COLA.Yes 10 markah untuk anda....Tahu tak khasiatnyer coca-cola nieh?

Yang jauh rapat-rapat yang rapat tepi sikit si tukang cerita nak sedut oksigen.....Ok,bagi orang yang selalu berangin badannya elok la yewp disarankan untuk meminum coca-cola....Kenapa?Sebab coca-cola mengandungi gas yang boleh membuatkan anda mengeluarkan angin atas bawah....K.E.N.T.U.T? COO0000LLLLLL 0-O....oK serius lah,memang boleh kurangkan angin...Mana tahu? Alah tak baca KOSMO kew? Ok benda nieh tak de kena mengena pun dengan KOSMO....Sajew nak kasi gempak....

Betul akak,kalau akak minum coca-cola awet muda.......Ok mana boleh awet muda minum coca-cola sjew buat2 cerita.....Ok air berangin nieh jugak dikatakan boleh menghilangkan sakit kepala dan rasa loya-loya....

Tak caya?cubalah sendiri...Cakap banyak pun tak guna,tembak pun tak guna so moral of the story coca-cola adalah minuman kegemaran saya......